apathetic relationships
Apathy, disregard, general withdrawal. Not from a handful of relationships, but from all. Supposed goals of studying have fallen by the wayside only to be replaced with a quest for something. What? What is it? I'm not sure. Cycling, running, studying: these are the things around which my days revolve. Food is an after-thought. I delve into the pantry only to be disappointed. What am I looking for? CNN, FoxNews, MSNBC: have become the center of my universe. Why? What is it? Searching, Journeying, Questing, but for what? For whom? For what purpose? I'm lost in my own apartment without a map, without a compass, without direction at all. Am I avoiding? Ignoring? Where am I???
posted by runrMD08 at 1:36 PM
2 Comments:
so i take it this is what you were pondering on your way home wednesday night from the airport?
my recommendation is as follows:
1. in order to guarantee your future, study your ass off for your medical boards.
2. take whatever time you can beg, steal or borrow and get the F out of Dodge. take as long as possible.
you're in a slump, a proverbial rut, as it were, and you need some Shakabuku ("a swift, spiritual kick to the head"). you need a jump start. perhaps you need to get laid, but that's just not safe these days.
again, get the F out of Dodge. do this alone or with someone who doesn't get on your nerves.
you're always welcome in the Mile High City.
keep me on speed dial.
xoxo,
-DLMWS
p.s. - dont' be so damn melodramatic.
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